i don't know which is more confusing: love or lust? please send me a notice when you figure it out. because it seems my brain just can't comprehend the difference between the two, and it keeps thinking it is one thing when it is so obvious it is the other. and i am so, so tired of fucking things up. and so, so tired of wondering what i should do, and if this is right or wrong. and so, so tired of thinking some guy actually likes me. especially when i know i don't have a chance.