my dreams have been disrupted by reality. by truth. by y o u.
it's not y o u r fault, or her's, or anyone's, really. and i know that.
i also know it's not a big deal. so i won't treat it as though it is one.
even though it hurts, just the slightest bit, i'll smile to make y o u happy.
because, even if i had told y o u, it wouldn't have mattered anyway.