there's h e. so comfortable around h e. we could talk about the stupidest things all night, without ever feeling stupid. always around somewhere, so open and so crazy. always bouncing off the walls and causing me to laugh with him.
then there's h i m. so quiet and unreadable h i m is. my heart races as he nears, my face gets red, and it's hard to utter a word without stumbling. but i love the way that feels. because i haven't felt that way about someone in such a long time.